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Born into a wealthy family Nathan was spoiled by his father in his early years, much too the dismay of his elder siblings. When he was ten he got into a terrible accident with his mother, who died because of it. Nathan was subsequently comatose and would not have survived if he did not get a full body overhaul. Over 90% of his bodyparts was replaced by implants and robotics. Even after the overhaul he remained in a coma for over a year.

When he woke the first thing he said was: “Thank you, mother.” He changed after that. He no longer allowed his father to spoil him and made efforts to reconcile with his siblings. At the age of seventeen he took his final body replacements, all parts where up to military specifications which made him look rather intimidating. When he finished high school he enlisted into the STF Marine Corps.

In the two years that followed Nathan rose through the enlisted ranks and made it to the officers rank of First Lieutenant. Then he made a mistake. One night he was found knocked out in an alley with a blaster in his hand, next to him lay the dead body of a young woman. The blaster he was holding turned out to be the weapon that killed her. After the investigation he was trialled and found guilty of murdering the woman. He was dishonourably discharged from the military and sentenced to four years in prison, a relatively mild sentence due to his cooperation during the entire process, supposedly being under influence of narcotic substances when committing the crime and a highly decorated term of service. Though he had no recollection of the night of the crime, he felt extremely guilty. He sought to repent on the matter and, while incarcerated, had frequent contact with a monk from the Divine Nova Triage, a small religious group that believe all stars are goddesses and that they look after the planets in their orbits.

In time this monk started to believe Nathan was innocent, until then the only other that had believed in his innocence was his oldest sister. This however did not stop the guilt Nathan felt. He even contacted the victims family and offered them his life in an attempt to reconcile with them. They declined, saying that offer showed his guilt would be a greater punishment than anything they could do to him.

Having served his sentence, he was released. The first thing he did was get a mark engraved on his right arm. A mark from ancient times long before The Cataclysm, a mark every Astrian knows. The Mark of Regret. To always remind him. He also took on the name Miodrass, which means 'He who has sinned' in an old Astrian dialect.

To this day no one knows if Nathan Miodrass Asillion really did kill that woman or if he was framed. He was found to have a strong affiliation for the Force when a species wide investigation for Force affiliates was performed on Stellaria after the STF joined the Union and was later shipped to Unity for training.

Nathan developed serious doubts over whether he was worthy of being a Jedi during his time as a Jedi Padawan. After some discussion with a few of the Jedi Masters he decided it was best for him to take some time to meditate on the issue. He spent several months in solitary meditation. During his meditation he came to various insights, not just about himself but also into Force and how he viewed it.

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